芳华褪尽，如梦无痕

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倾泻的旧往，沉淀的时光，随着季节的轮回，终是褪去了曾经浮华。
　　蜕变
　　
　　这段日子以来，一直都活在空虚的忙碌中。终于，可以暂时停下来，深呼吸。北方的秋天，来的早了好多，冷风吹透了最后一丝暖意。每天，活的紧紧有条却又会浑浑噩噩，说不清楚。昨天，坐在阳光下，突然觉得心情豁然明朗，也轻松了好多。心底的一些东西也随着被挖掘出来。舒服了好多。每天，还是惯性的活着，缺少了精彩也没了最初的那点激情，我想，所谓生活，到最后，大抵就是要这样吧，总归要转向平淡的。其实，一直都知道。身边的人，何尝不是和自己一样，都没逃出去。呵。这些天，习惯着去思考很多问题。在想这些年，究竟得到了什么，又失去了什么。只是，最后，没能整理出来，没有头绪。看他人一直在不变更新心情，更新生活，也在不断更新人生，会感慨许久。只是，自己也是在这样活着，不是吗？只是，如今，心底的那点东西再也付诸不了唯美的文字。都说，自己很忧伤，也很感伤。其实，不然。很多时候的自己，是乐观的，激情的，也是热情的奔放的，却也是极度安静的。这，就是所谓的极端个性吧。有时，一个漫长的夜会让自己发疯似地成长。呵，可怕吧。寂寥的生活，总是会让人觉得乏味，一切像是没有后来一样。其实，在心底，一直留着一片干净的天空，放养着那些逐渐会消退的记忆。我想，这也是自己至今还未老的原因吧。
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